My future will consist of me having a stable job that I am happy in. It will be enough to live on with a house not to big but not to small. Enough for a dog or two and 2 cats along with atleast one large fish tank. The house would be older the inside would be monochromatic black shades with hints of purples, blues, and reds, in rooms throughout. Creepy old things would cover the walls, a fire place would be in the living room along with a large window to show the world my ginormous tree during the christmas season. I will always decorate the inside/out for the holidays. A dual oven for my baking obsession must be in my kitchen along with a large walk in pantry. A spare room for an office/library/studio and then another for a closet with a door accessing the master bedroom. Kid’s are still up in the air but I will definitely be married. I want to have that life. I want to be that 1950’s homemaker who also works. I want to cater my husband and make him the happiest man alive. I want to be both dependent and independent on the person I am with. I want to create a past, present and future with someone who wants the same things.
I’m only 21 but I know what I want.
One last cigarette out in the freezing snow to hopefully numb all of these thoughts and feelings so I can get some rest tonight..
"The trick, kiddo,” his mom replies slowly. “Is finding someone who complements you instead of completes you. You need to be complete on your own."
it doesnt matter if the glass is half full or half empty all that matter is if the glass contains vodka